I'm back to the normal me again

Yup, the title says it all ad! =) I'm back to myself ad! The happy-go-lucky and siao gurl! =D Today, none of my family members go to work except for me! I'm not sure why I'm superb excited to go to work although there's nuthin much to do at the office and will for sure bein treated lik 'ah sei'... I tink I siao ad... =p Hehe~ Mayb bcoz I still got few days to see them before I ciao, and I noe I'm gonna miss them... So, I guess I juz wanted to spend more time wif them while I can... =p I'd miss everyone of my colleagues and esp my mummy, Samantha who is goin to ciao soon, much sooner than me... =( A lot of things happen to me today actually... Well, I gonna start from workin hour first then...

But seriously, lucky me that I came to work today! Y? Coz I get to celeb my GM's birthday and baby shower celebration where we gave her a 'heart attack' surprise! Erm, the plan was, we need to go over to the theater area, the place where Kim (8TV GM) is havin her meetin wif the BMG staffs... We went right into room durin their meetin half way by signin her a birthday song! =p Hehe~ She said she was shocked! Whoopsie daisy! Sorry! =S Even her baby gave her a big kick in the tummy... =p

Happy Birthday Kim! =)

She was shocked but at the same time happie~

Groupie photos

Then it's Kim and Izam

Next, me and Kim. =p

And last but not least, wif all of us, the intern group!

Me and abang K-roll. ^^

Ya, and we get a party pack that loaded wif gifts!

And after all the celebration at theater nex to Fly.FM studio, Samantha, my mummy were so nice, she even treat me lunch... Thanks Sam! =) Everyone had been such a wonderful fren and colleagues! Most of them care so much bout me and asked how am I... So touched... =)
Ya, and one more proud thing to announce, bcoz Mr. Fido noe I quite down and sad, he decided to make me happy back... How? Of coz by makin use of his talented skills in photoshoppin and croppin my face into other people's body la... Worst still, he e-mailed the pictures to everyone (fine, not every but most of them and not even to me!) of the 8TV staff!!!! I oni realise when Emi asked me is that me! Ish~ Ahhh~ Gone ad la my future... =/ Aih, I dunno I should thank him for makin me darn famous in 8TV o should I kill him for puttin my face into George of the Jungle's fella's body! Hmph!!! I'm not angry and I'm not happy either! Argh~ I hate you FIDO! But at the same time, I hav to admit that I admire your talented skill la... really nid to learn from you on how u did that! *salute* And I bet he muz had been sacrificing all his 'precious workin' time juz to made me this monkey photo of me! Just to made me =) ! Am I rite? =p And I'm so sorry for hurtin you lo... Dun mean to erm, high kick you la... =p

Ya, that's me... Laugh all you want la... =(
He even rename the photo as
America Next Top Intern Model! -_-"

Hmph, but at least I'm not bad oso la... determined to revenge! I google for weird photos until I found this! It was actually Sparta's from 300 punyer muka... And although I'm not pro in Photoshop, but I hav to admit I'm quite pro in Paint! Although it's not as smooth as urs but at least, I felt better in my heart and had a great laugh! neh neh neh neh~ =p U lucky Mr. Fido coz I cant send this to everyone in 8TV internally! Hmph~

Funny and weird rite?! Good combo for him la! =p
P/S: I dun even und why is Teletubies's La-La is there and
erm, the Chinese word, pls dun ask me, I hav no idea what is that!

Fine, enuff of makin fun of him... I should move on to another agenda! =p Which is my fav of all! CUPCAKES of coz! =D Whenever I'm down or feelin sad, cupcakes made my day! Although it's kinda pricey for me coz me no income from erm *ahem* wan le... =/ First, I went to Gloria Jean's since I tot after 6pm, their foods and beverages hav 50% disc but manatau cupcakes tak ada punyer... Aih~ Sad... So I bought one oni and plan to buy from Molten Lava, which is located in 1U, since me and Angeline got pass by there...

The choc cupcakes from Gloria Jean's

Molten Lava in 1Utama Shoppin Mall

It's situated just beside Mr. Baoz!

Their simple menu

Colourful cupcakes being displayed

Looks of the cupcakes can be very deceivin! Because although Gloria Jean's cupcake looks more nice from the outside but *thumbs down* for the inside texture and taste... The cupcake is lik as if being on the container for lik more than few days coz the cake part is no longer soft and fresh... Sad la... so expensiv some more... Damn... While as for Molten Lava's, although it may looks normal from the outside, but at least these cupcakes taste and smell good! Coz they added rose accense into the cupcakes... *Thumbs up* for Molten Lava's cupcakes if were compare to Gloria Jean's! =)

Cupcakes that cheers me up easily! =D

My family din cook today, dad decided to brin us to eat at this place... Situated across Hotel Sri Petaling, Rest. Seafood Soon Fatt... And it's juz below a Korean rest... They serve foods quickly although they hav lotz business... And to our surprise, all the foods that we ordered do taste yummy~ =)

Rest. Seafood Soon Fatt

It's just across Hotel Sri Petaling

And below Rest. Korean

The dish that we ordered...
P/S: I do eat that vege! Proud of me?! =p

Their signature food, taufu
that contain small pieces of salty egg's paste...

Once we are full, mom and bro suggested to walk around OUG's nite market since we nid to digest the foods... =p What a reason hor?! Hehe... But nvm, I love walkin nite market... And guess what?! Hehe... I bought myself cheap cheap heels again and a black frame spec at last! After so long finding it at everywhere... =) I love to wear spec that dont hav any power... =p I noe, I noe, it's not good and might even damage the eyes but still, I wanna buy... =p Hehe~

Black and white heel! Nice ma?! =p

Black frame spec that suits me at last! =p

See! The spec suits me mar?! Vain betul lar! =p

I noe, such a long post again! =p But at least I'm in my very good mood wat! Thanks to cupcakes and Mr. Fido oso la for makin my day! =)
Hehe... Well, I guess that's all I'm gonna show off share wif everyone bout today on wat I did and wat I ate and wat I bought today... Hope you enjoy tis long winded post! Lalalala~ =p

Till then, bubbye! Ciao~
Signin off!

The day that you went away

Dear E po,

Finally, I had accepted the truth that you are gone for good. But no matter what, there is still a place of you inside my heart! Ever since what happened yesterday, I promised myself not to simply cry anymore... E po, guess what?! And I did succeed! =)
Today, we went over your workin place and told you collegues that you were gone and we would lik to cleared up your room... Most of them felt sad esp your best fren, Chan sister, who told us that she actually wanted to visit you yesterday wif her other frens but were told not to by your manager coz she said u were unconcious and there is no use to visit you. E po, ur manager so bad la, they wanna visit u durin noon when the rest havent even open oso knot! And now, there's no more chance to even visit you now... =,( I even heard that your fren joke bout you visitin her, the manager bcoz of she din let them visit you for the last time! LoL~

Btw, E po, I helped you to do some good deeds, I donated ur clothes to needy people rather than burnt it together for you coz I bliv you wouldnt mind after all rite?! Coz you got so many many clothes! Hehe~ =) Dun worry, I kept those best ones for you oso! ;)

Later at nite, we went over to Kong Thong San place to pay the last respect to you... Many close family and relatives came! You eldest bro who sayang you the most oso came although he's juz out from hosp! My grandma who love and care for you the most love you very very much although she did not show it... Dont worry e po, I promise you that all of us will take a very good care of grandma! She's indeed a very strong and tough woman! =) Same goes to your another sister, Iris, my e ma! Another tough lady! =) We (me, Hong, C. Seng, Mun Yee and Ah Hou) misses you deeply in our heart... :) And ya, not to forget, your best frens; Chan sister and few more collegues came and pay the last respect for you too! =) May you rest in peace and happy now! K?

E po, we burnt a lotz of money that all of us got folded for you, a big bangalow house wif astro, flat tv screen and dvd player included, Mercedes car wif driver together wif 2 servants for you! Hope you lik it! Do invite your late dad and mom, my great grandpa and great grandma along to stay wif you ya! ;) Hope you are happy over thr n you are free from any sickness ad at last! I'm happy for you! =)

And e po, did you receive those roti telur, roti planta, hokkien mee, teh tarik and limau ice from us? Hehe! I know! So many of ur fav foods rite?! =) We purposely tah pao all these foods juz for you! Hope you are happy and full wif all these foods!

E po, may you now rest in peace at heaven. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND WE WILL MISS YOU FOREVER! YOU ARE ALWIZ IN OUR HEART NO MATTER WHAT!
GOOD BYE! =)


Lotz of love and care from,
April Pang and family

Why now?! Why so soon?!

E po, I'm sorry bcoz I can oni be at hosp wif you once I finish workin at nite... Hope you do realise that all of us, who care bout you was there durin the nite, includin ur bro and his family, ur eldest bro (who sayang you the most) cant come coz he himself is at hosp oso, but he sent his son over to visit you... I knew you know we was there durin the time where all of us visited you bcoz although u cant open ur eyes nor talk nor move ur hand, I knew you heard us and we can even see that u were tryin to show us some response! You breathe in harder when we said we were there! And when we ask you question... You response to us too! =,) We were happy that you at least heard us although you were sufferin from sick, pain, high fever and extreme low blood pressure... (Which doc called all of us to be prepare coz you can leave us any time...) I noe I hav to let you go although it's hard for us but I cant, I juz cant accept the truth... Coz all these happen so sudden and fast! =,(

E po, your hand was so hot due to
high fever, heart beat was doubled up
than the normal heart beat...
You look so in pain!

**I still remember when I was sick last time, you were the one who changed the cold and wet towel to warm towel that is layin on my head durin 4 in the morn when I was sleepin... but now, when you are layin down on ur bed motionlessly, I can oni help you to change the towel that is layin on ur head but cant heal you o wake you at all. =,(

And once we said near your ears that we'll be leavin and will be visitin you tomorrow, you seems to show us that you cant stand until tomorrow ad... Which made me more sad to think bout it... But you seem sound relieved to let go everythin then since everyone that you love was there for you...

At 11.21pm today, you leave us peacefully... I'm so sorry E po that we cant be there to see ur last breathe and when you needed us the most... The hosp called us at 11.05pm... By the time we rushed to see you, we were all too late... I'm sorry E po... =,( We all broke down in tears once we saw you were bein wrapped up layin on the bed... We were too late... We dont even hav a chance to say a proper bye bye to you... Why you leave us without waitin for us to reach?! I wont blame you coz I know you cant stand the pain in you ad... =,( E po, I'm sorry, I, I... I love you and I miss you!!!! =,(

Why? Why muz this happen now all of the sudden?!

Why? Why muz this happen to her?! She never commit any crime o done any wrong but this kind of things happen to her?! And she's only 61! This is so not fair! Why?! But she is very healthy! Why muz she fall down and fainted when takin shower all of the sudden when I'm not at home?! Why happen today?! Why? She still looks normal yesterday when me and my bro went and eat supper wif her and she still looks healthy today, this morn... Why?! E po, please stay strong and tough although I noe you are givin up and very weak... But I still wanna see u smile, laugh and talk back wif me...
Please dont leave me, not now... There are still hav a lot of things I havent do wif you....

You still havent see I graduate...
You still havent see I get marry and hav children...
You still havent hav a chance to drink the coffee that I made for you...
You still havent celebrate my birthday this year and years after...
You still havent see a bcum a successful person in the future...
I promised you to fetch you to mamak once I got my license soon...
I promised you that I'll brin you to eat expensiv nice foods once I got a stable job in future...
I promised to get you a bag once I get my salary from my stable job...
I still havent repay all the good deeds and helps that you hav done for me...
I still havent bring you to Genting for holiday...
I still havent treat you nicely...
I still havent go to any holidays vacation wif you...
I still havent take any pictures wif you wif my new camera...
And there are still many things we havent do together!!!!


Why? Why muz YOU choose she to leave me when it's not the right time yet?! Why cant wait till I at least get married first?!

She's my e po, my grandma's youngest sister, who dont hav a family of her own, bcoz she choose not to marry, and treated me and my brothers and my cousins as her grandchildren... We were very close... She sees me grow since I was born until now...
She was unconscious once she fall down in the bathroom alone when we were not at home... but thank God, my bro was at home... Doctor said she had a stroke... The internal bleedin in her brain started before she passed out in the bathroom... She had been shakin and seen vomit when my dad fetch her to UM hosp... We waited from 1pm-7pm juz to hear news from the doc... But none of the doc are helpful enuff to tell us wat happen... It was only by 11.30pm, the doc told us the bad news... Called us to be prepared... The possibility of her leavin the world is much higher than bein conscious... And even if miracle happen, she might be paralyzed... Gosh~ What I'm gonna do?! I cant bear to see my close ones leaves me... Now right now... Too fast, very soon, without bein in any sickness!

Her hand is so cold when I was holdin her...
"E po, please stay strong... Pls dun leave me...
Pls wake up from your sleep!!!! =,(
I still havent repay you for being
such a wonderful person to me!!!!"

*pls tell me this is juz a dream, a nightmare!*

Nothin o no one can ever replace you in my heart... Please dont leave... I still havent tell you that I LOVE YOU! And I havent tell you how much I appreciate you in my life and I still havent thank you for being such a wonderful aunt to me... I LOVE YOU! AND I MISS YOU FOREVER E PO! ;,(