Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

The day that you went away


Dear E po,

Finally, I had accepted the truth that you are gone for good. But no matter what, there is still a place of you inside my heart! Ever since what happened yesterday, I promised myself not to simply cry anymore... E po, guess what?! And I did succeed! =)
Today, we went over your workin place and told you collegues that you were gone and we would lik to cleared up your room... Most of them felt sad esp your best fren, Chan sister, who told us that she actually wanted to visit you yesterday wif her other frens but were told not to by your manager coz she said u were unconcious and there is no use to visit you. E po, ur manager so bad la, they wanna visit u durin noon when the rest havent even open oso knot! And now, there's no more chance to even visit you now... =,( I even heard that your fren joke bout you visitin her, the manager bcoz of she din let them visit you for the last time! LoL~

Btw, E po, I helped you to do some good deeds, I donated ur clothes to needy people rather than burnt it together for you coz I bliv you wouldnt mind after all rite?! Coz you got so many many clothes! Hehe~ =) Dun worry, I kept those best ones for you oso! ;)

Later at nite, we went over to Kong Thong San place to pay the last respect to you... Many close family and relatives came! You eldest bro who sayang you the most oso came although he's juz out from hosp! My grandma who love and care for you the most love you very very much although she did not show it... Dont worry e po, I promise you that all of us will take a very good care of grandma! She's indeed a very strong and tough woman! =) Same goes to your another sister, Iris, my e ma! Another tough lady! =) We (me, Hong, C. Seng, Mun Yee and Ah Hou) misses you deeply in our heart... :) And ya, not to forget, your best frens; Chan sister and few more collegues came and pay the last respect for you too! =) May you rest in peace and happy now! K?

E po, we burnt a lotz of money that all of us got folded for you, a big bangalow house wif astro, flat tv screen and dvd player included, Mercedes car wif driver together wif 2 servants for you! Hope you lik it! Do invite your late dad and mom, my great grandpa and great grandma along to stay wif you ya! ;) Hope you are happy over thr n you are free from any sickness ad at last! I'm happy for you! =)

And e po, did you receive those roti telur, roti planta, hokkien mee, teh tarik and limau ice from us? Hehe! I know! So many of ur fav foods rite?! =) We purposely tah pao all these foods juz for you! Hope you are happy and full wif all these foods!

E po, may you now rest in peace at heaven. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND WE WILL MISS YOU FOREVER! YOU ARE ALWIZ IN OUR HEART NO MATTER WHAT!
GOOD BYE!
=)


Lotz of love and care from,
April Pang and family

Monday, May 4, 2009

Why now?! Why so soon?!


E po, I'm sorry bcoz I can oni be at hosp wif you once I finish workin at nite... Hope you do realise that all of us, who care bout you was there durin the nite, includin ur bro and his family, ur eldest bro (who sayang you the most) cant come coz he himself is at hosp oso, but he sent his son over to visit you... I knew you know we was there durin the time where all of us visited you bcoz although u cant open ur eyes nor talk nor move ur hand, I knew you heard us and we can even see that u were tryin to show us some response! You breathe in harder when we said we were there! And when we ask you question... You response to us too! =,) We were happy that you at least heard us although you were sufferin from sick, pain, high fever and extreme low blood pressure... (Which doc called all of us to be prepare coz you can leave us any time...) I noe I hav to let you go although it's hard for us but I cant, I juz cant accept the truth... Coz all these happen so sudden and fast! =,(

E po, your hand was so hot due to
high fever, heart beat was doubled up
than the normal heart beat...
You look so in pain!

**I still remember when I was sick last time, you were the one who changed the cold and wet towel to warm towel that is layin on my head durin 4 in the morn when I was sleepin... but now, when you are layin down on ur bed motionlessly, I can oni help you to change the towel that is layin on ur head but cant heal you o wake you at all. =,(

And once we said near your ears that we'll be leavin and will be visitin you tomorrow, you seems to show us that you cant stand until tomorrow ad... Which made me more sad to think bout it... But you seem sound relieved to let go everythin then since everyone that you love was there for you...

At 11.21pm today, you leave us peacefully... I'm so sorry E po that we cant be there to see ur last breathe and when you needed us the most... The hosp called us at 11.05pm... By the time we rushed to see you, we were all too late... I'm sorry E po... =,( We all broke down in tears once we saw you were bein wrapped up layin on the bed... We were too late... We dont even hav a chance to say a proper bye bye to you... Why you leave us without waitin for us to reach?! I wont blame you coz I know you cant stand the pain in you ad... =,( E po, I'm sorry, I, I... I love you and I miss you!!!! =,(